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Friday, August 12, 2005

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If you like to read or write poetry then this site is for you! When your stressed out or somthing come here and read the poems some will make you laugh and some you can relate too. If you want people to see your poem so they can relate to your story then tell me and give the the honest author of the poem. If you dont want them to know who you are then I can write Anonymous or something. If you leave it in the comment box then  thanx for all the poems and comments...If your a horrible poet thats okay you will probably still make it on the site lol!  Oh yea someone couldnt find the poems lol..... So scroll down and the next 3 entries are all poems!

       

Thanx once again......Love Secret_Poetry Girl...


Could you pull me out of this hole
That I've successfully dug myself into
Or should I say would you help me
Because I'm not sure what I am to you

Do you see in me what you see in her
Or do I ring a different song in your ear
Would you miss me if I left at this moment
Maybe you wouldn't even know I was here

With no evidence of my existence
Do you think you'd care to find out who I am
It seems like you are a thousand miles away
When really you are a foot away from where I stand

Should I look in your direction
Or await for your eyes to grace my shaking knees
What if I am invisible at this very moment
As if I were a person who only the person who wants to sees

I could go on and on forever and a day
Talking about the way you make me feel
A mixture of he loves me and he loves me not
But it's almost time for the last petal to peel

So here is OUR moment given to us
We may use it as we wish if we dare to use it at all
I feel like jumping off of the world
Just to see if you would even attempt catch my fall

<3Sarah Elizabeth Plummer<3

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Everything to Fear

6/13/05

Suffocating on the darkness

Drowning in my tears

Scared stiff by the silence

With everything to fear

Where do I turn

When things to get rough

What will become of me

I'm really not that tough

Sooner or later I'm going to crack

I'll turn to my little knife

Cutting into my unscarred flesh

Perfectly willing to take my life

It's what I do when I have nothing left

It takes away my pain

How else will I get through it?

It's the only way I can

But sooner or later, my blood will dry

My scars will disappear

Once again, suffocated by darkness

With everything to fear

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Forgotten

6/21/05

I see how you've forgotten me

To busy to take the time

The world keeps turning on and on

While I am left behind

Seeing all what used to be

Just leave me in the dust

Forgetting about the past we had

Abandoning all our trust

Maybe you're just too good for me

Or I'm not good enough

You really think I can survive alone?

I'm really not that tough

I try to act like it's nothing big

Although I miss you terribly

How did we end up like this?

Have you really forgotten me?

We used to be the best of friends

Closer than family, we were

But we both moved on, found other friends

And drew away from each other

I'll admit, maybe it's my fault

What exactly did I do?

Just because I have other friends

Doesn't mean I don't need you

I thought what we had was something special

Something not to be thrown away

But now you act like it never happened

And move about your day

Well, if this is how you really want it

I'm not one to disagree

I never thought we'd end up like this

You've moved on without me

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Things That Can't Be Told 7/3/05

Every word I ever said to you

Every "I love you" that was told

Every smile in the hallways

Helped us to break the mold

Not being what they want us to

Not caring what they say

Sure, we have our differences

We love each other anyway

But they don't know what goes on

Some things weren't meant to be told

Some things are for our eyes only

And they don't need to know

The way you make me smile

No matter how angry I was before

The way your eyes speak to me

Make me love you even more

The way your arms hold me close

The way you whisper in my ear

The way your lips feel upon mine

There's no better place but here

The way words can't even describe

How you make me feel

They say kids don't fall in love

But I know our love is real

They ask me why I love you

I answer, I don't know

All the reasons I feel this way

There's too many to be told

You can't blame me for falling in love

You tripped me, I like to say

But you fell right on top of me

I wouldn't have it any other way

No matter how much I say "I love you"

No matter how many poems are wrote

Nothing will describe my love for you

Some things just can't be told

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Results of Pain

7/3/05

The anger's building up inside

About to overflow

Thoughts of pain fly through my head

And you don't even know

All I want to do right now

Is blow up, cause you pain

Ready to scream, fight till death

You'll never anger me again

My fists clench up, I start to shake

I'm about to fucking explode

It's all your fault, you just won't stop

But you don't even know

Someday I'll hurt you tremendously

Cause pain like never before

I'll laugh at your hurt without remorse

If you anger me anymore

Honestly, just kill me now

I'd rather that than be with you

But of course, you don't give a shit

And theres nothing I can do

I can't hurt you like I want

No blood upon your shirt

So it bleeds horizontal from my wrist

And it doesn't even hurt

Imagining that this pain is yours

Laughing silently

I watch it bleed, I can't believe

You're doing this to me

The blood soon dries, I clean it up

All that's left will be a scar

Is that all you'll ever do to me?

Will I someday be pushed too far?

I know that this will happen again

The scars will someday fade

It won't always be visible

But my hate won't go away

Coming slowly out of my trance

Seeing the result of pain

Knowing what you made me do

Just angers me again

^^^All by Olivia Woodruff^^^

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there re things i cannot forget

the man who took my hand

and ledme through it all

helped me find the light

when all i knew was total darkness

he came into my world

and set me free

now together we can be.

Posted 4/19/2005 at 11:01 PM by pcmorgan
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so this is how it's going to be
pretending as if you don't notice me
i see the way you look at her
it's not the same look that she returns
quit kidding around and open your eyes
there's no way that she's really your type
she'll never know how great you really are
until she ends up like me; wishing you back
....on every star....

<3Sarah Plummer

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Do Me a Favor, Please...--Olivia Woodruff

5/4/05

Once again, another day

Life isn't over yet

I take another look in the mirror

"Oh no, it's her again."

Hating myself for what I've become

Losing everything that's mine

Not knowing how I should go back

Running out of time

I cannot stand to live my life

I'd rather curl up and die

Than hurt you anymore than I have

Or ever make you cry

It's too late now, I've fucked up

No, you're not the one to change

I'm the one who has nothing left

And I'll take all the blame

You say I'm heartless, you can't believe

Well, you're not the only one

Please, do me a favor now

And kill what I've become

Take you're tongue, use your words

Cut me till I'm dead

Make me die a terrible death

Pay for all the things I've said

Take what weapon you can find

Put me through terrible pain

Cut my wrists and slit my throat

So I never hurt you again

If you can't do it, turn to the next

Anyone else I've ever hurt

Choke me til I cannot breath

Rub my face into the dirt

Keep going until my body stops

Don't quit until I'm dead

Put me away, forget me please

And move on once again

Never turn back or think twice

Don't ever apologize

You've done this monster a wonderful favor

And now you'll never cry

Please, just forget it all

Over me, never shed a tear

I'm not worth it, and you know that

I'm better off not here

Now that I'm gone, don't worry again

Clean the dirty blood off your knife

Don't ever regret what you've done

You've taken a worthless life.

---Olivia Woodruff---

 


Friday, May 06, 2005

 Is this what you wanted? by-Olivia Woodruff

4/30/05

Finally I'm happy

See the smile on my face?

For once I'm finally satisfied

With being in this place

But you were having a bad day

So, take it out on me!

Bring the tears back to my eyes

Tell me I can't see

I tried to tell you to just stop

So I could enjoy this day

But you just wouldn't listen

There was things you just HAD to say

You had to work to bring me down

And watch my smile fade

I hope you're fucking happy

You ruined my happy day

I felt the anger bubble up

I was ready to explode

I knew that this would happen

Even tho you say that I don't know

Finally you pissed me off

My smile was finally dead

And with that one last fateful sentence

I forgot everything you said

You brushed it off like no big deal

As my mouth dropped open in horror

You said goodbye, and left me there

Happiness gone forevermore.

The tears welled up in my eyes

I hope this is what you wanted

Another night to cry asleep

By my best friend, being insulted

The tears are spilling down my face

I remember my wonderful smile

Just the few minutes that it lasted

I guess, they were worthwhile.

Why didn't you listen when I asked you to stop?

You couldn't wait another day?

Did you just want me to cry again

Or watch my smile fade away?

Didn't you hear me? Why werent you glad

That I was finally okay

Even if it wouldn't last that long

You could've waited a fucking day

Tonight, I thought with certainty

"I fall asleep with a smile on"

But just because you wouldn't stop

That certainty is gone

Another night to cry to sleep

Is this all you want?

Another night to sob away

But this time, it's your fault - by Olivia Woodruff

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The Mirror
 
My fallen Angel

Why did you leave me?

My chemical love for you has shattered

For what?

For what?

Like a mirror, hanging without support

Cracked from years of anger and hatred

I am that mirror

And you are the cracks

You scarred me

You cracked me

For what?

Your distorted reflection shines back at you

As you look at me,

Ruined

Broken because of you

Your angry fist lashed out and cracked me

Leaving your knuckles bloody and torn.

But I deserved it right?

I Know you did.  Hanna B.

 

      These few below  arnt really peoms there like sayings I guess....?

You (1-25-05)

      You should of never said you loved me if you were not gonna finish what you start. If I knew you were gonna be like this I would of never given you my heart. You told me forever, yet we barley made two years. Now who’s gonna be here to wipe up tears? Your name etched on my skin, my body soaking it in. scrubbing furiously, wishing it would fade. It’s my punishment for the love I gave. Ashamed of me and the love we share. Embarrassed even when I’m not there. Your thoughts and emotions I don’t know. While you work it out in Texas I cry in the snow.

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  My Life (1- 26-05)

     Day two of not having you. The pain not receding, my heart still bleeding. Wounded, wondering how my life took this road. I should have listened to others and the stories they told. They said not to get in too deep, for in the end my feelings would be beat. At night I lie deep in thought wondering why were a NOT. Think of me, do you? Remember the good times that we had? Now those memories make me sad. The kiss in the rain. Now stormy weather makes me weep. Holding me at night. Now alone I can not sleep. I loved you but it was not enough. This is my life, why is it so rough?

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I (1-26-05)

  I love you.  I’ll love you until the world is gone. Even though it seems that you have moved on. These times are so tragic no one should be alone. Everybody needs somebody waiting for them at home. The skies are blue, my eyes are gray. All the love we had ripped away. I’m all cried out over you. Now I’m left feeling blue. You shut the door in my face and now I feel like I have no place. Kisses a forgotten memory. Love making is foreign to me. Alone my thoughts to sort out. To plan my new days. Maybe in another life you will stay. I’ll save my smiles until then, in this game called love I’m afraid I did not win.

Posted by masterofmasterbaution

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"Why is everything such a fucking enigma anymore?  The sun shined brighter when I was six years old.  With dandelion pollen on my nose.  Flowers smelled sweeter then.  Yet I've never inhaled as deeply as I do now.Life was an ocean of mystery then.  And I could barely smell the salt in the air.  Patiently waiting until finally...Now I've swallowed too much.  Now I'm drowning.  Throwing up, can't breathe.Life makes me sea sick.The greater the pleasure, the greater the pain.  Blindfold me, chain me, beat me.  Pull my hair and violate me.  All the while, fucking me crazy.  You know how I like it.  Isn't that life?Life's a bitch.  Enjoy her bite.  Bleed.  Isn't the warmth on your skin soothing?

You can't give more love than you recieve.  Hearts work like batteries.  My flow of electrons is off.  And I'm bleeding battery acid.  Uh oh, throw me out, replace me.  Things'll work smoother then.  I promise. 

You don't even know what you all do to me."

Posted by WonderWoman1987
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hush thee, my baby, the night is behind us,
And black are the waters that sparkled so green.
The moon, o’er the combers, looks downward to find us
At rest in the hollows that rustle between.
Where billow meets billow, there soft be thy pillow;
Ah, weary wee flipperling, curl at thy ease!
The storm shall not wake thee, nor shark overtake thee,
AsPosted  by davidliang201
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4\16

there re things i cannot forget

the man who took my hand

and ledme through it all

helped me find the light

when all i knew was total darkness

he came into my world

and set me free

now together we can be.

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picking petals off the black rose
that you laid on my coffin
when i closed my eyes
for longer than i expected

you're wrong to not believe in ghosts
i'm as real as the tears i'm crying
what killed me was your smile
and feeling as if i were never wanted

the kiss still remains with emotion
upon my dead cold lips
now i just cannot feel anything
even though there wasn't much before

maybe if you thought about the end
before we started all of this
but i guess this is our story's ending
while we wonder what was behind door #4

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4\15\05


you love me don't you/cuz i feel like im nothing/you care about me right/cuz i feel like crying/

i don't know what the heck is wrong with me
i've got no reason to be this depressing
my life's nothing to complain about like i do
at least not from your point of view
i mean i'm not really a mystery unable to solve
maybe i just play like that cuz i want something to be wrong
not really so much wanting something to be bad
i just want the attention that you always had
jealousy is something that i hate so much
but it always pays me a visit no matter what
get away from me you only make it worse
only God can take away this kind of hurt

<3Sarah*Plummer

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there are things you think

like i am wrong

and you are always right

that i always lose

and you win

you are so arrogant

headstrong and ungreatful

just as i have been faithful

and have always been here for you

you put me back

and stepped aside

you drag me along for the ride

you never ask

how i feel

but always

you expect me to be there

just wait for the day

that i disappear

then you will know

if you are smart

to never leave a girl

in the dark

written by---Hannah!

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Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
I'll keep my jealousy close, 
it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
HollyHox13

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Then I had religion, then I had a
vision.
I could not turn from their revel in
derision.
Then I saw the Congo creeping through
the black,
cutting through the forest with a golden
track.
Then I saw the Congo creeping through
the black-

from- dead poets society...

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kiss me with the moonlight on your face
everything seems too perfect
greet me in this ever happy place
with the words of "you're so worth it"

i tell you i wouldn't wanna be
anywhere but here with you
leave you with this anti-reality
with the words of "i wish this was true"



Let the blood drip down from my hands
So I know the truth of real romance
Kiss my lifeless lips, I dare you
I wasn't quite sure you cared too
This knife can't even begin to compare
With the confusion that we both shared

I gasp for breath and watch you cry
Your whispers are my last lullabye
"I'll love you until the day I die"



kiss me by the hand
take my lips
always leave my arms
i'll never love you


Everything by:: Sarah Plummer<3

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Uhh!  - Submitted by- Anonymous

So many questions

So little answers

Life is so freekin retarted

Why do we have to live

Were only suffering

I want to kill myself everyday

Everyday I wish I didn’t exitst

I cant wait untill the end of life

I don’t want to have to worry about Heaven or Hell

Above in the middle or below

All I want is to go

To be gone to not exist at all

Life only brings problems

Maybe were some kind of experiment that God has created

or maybe we are put here for a better reason

If I knew that reason I might want to live

but since I don’t I just keep asking questions

I cant kill myself because Ill go to hell

If you kill me Ill go to heaven

will youkill me?

They say they care

They say they understand

They say there love is true

But if they only knew the truth!



Im just a girl

Just an ordinary girl

Nothing different

Nothing special

Im just me

and that’s all I can be

he’s just a boy

Just an ordinary boy

Nothing different

Nothing Special

He’s just him

and that’s all he is

Im a girl

The strangest girl

Nothing the same

Nothing special

Just one who sees things different

One who wants to die

He’s a boy

The strangest boy

Nothing the same

Nothing special

Just one who is different

Who is always different

Cursed

here I am the only one

I cannot change

No matter how much I try

I am so annoying

So stupid

Im a disaster

Im a nightmare

Im a challange

I am me

That’s all I can be

I try

I cry

and am soon to die

because I cannot change

Im in full range

I ask why

but Im about to die

so what can I do but cry

because there is no change

!

All written by-anonymous



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Battle Scars

4/11/05

The sky is falling

And so are my tears

I have no where to hide

No wall for my fears

No place to go

For my eyes to dry

Fighting this battle

The slow battle of life

The pain is great

More than I can stand

No one to help me

No one to hold my hand

These struggles are battles

That cannot be won

The war will continue

Until this life is done

These battles scars

Are killing me

I can't help but wonder

Will I ever be free?

No where to go

No help at all

My tears are spilling

As I watch the sky fall written bye Olivia

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Mary poppins start hip lockin
Come on Jasmine, go screw aladdin
Mr. Wiggle likes to get down and jiggle
While Alice is still in wonderland
I think sleeping beauty will become a man
I know i cannot write worth crap
but what can i say? i'm no Scott Stapp

Posted 4/12/2005  princess_fili -


Monday, April 04, 2005

Another day has almost come and gone
Can’t imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes I’d like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war (‘causeIt’s almost like the hard times circle ‘round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I’m not dead
Submitted By-Christina Swihart
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i need a life,
with u involved,
u opend up my heart,
u helped me wen i called,
u ment something to me,
something i cant explain,
u were there all the time,
wenever i was in pain,
its sad i no,
but i did miss ur voice,
but u can do wut u want,
forget me,its ur choice,
i did love u once,
cuz u were always my frend,
but i got this feeling,
like ill love u till the end..

by Adriana Moreno
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think,cant hear,
all of memories,
wishing u were here.
soft tears,
running down my face,
theres a hand,
with a warm embrace.
lifting me high,
im off the ground,
no words spoken,
cant hear a sound.
a painted picture,
going thru my head,
fuzzy noises,
something was said.
cant make it out,
its a big blur,
i dunno wut it was,
im not even sure.
i see the light,
nothing but my past,
wut happend wen i woke up?
my hed was thru the glass.
by:adriana moreno
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I saw you today,
it was the best,
i forgot how it was,
its not like the rest,
it was fun,tho u took my pen,
i thought i woodnt speak,
to u ever agen,
i got lost,
i lost u as a frend,
all i no,
i wont ever do wut i did,
ever agen,
i accept u as my frend,
the one i can look up to,
cuz ur so tall,
u no im juss playen,
i no u'll ketch my fall,
it was fun,
i smiled at u one more time,
i cant stop thinken,
ur always in my mind,
it was fun wile it last,
i missed the way we were,
n how we were in the past,
im srry for the shit i did,
i no it was a mess,
but the more i think,
im strten to hate u less.
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The memories clear,
my eyes begin to tear,
the walk seems short,
not thinking on the court.

getting a cold shoulder,
feel alone as i get older,
regreting is in my brain,
i no things rnt the same.

laying down head spins,
i loose now to easy wins,
black tears,
frightfull fears.

short stories,
now r boring,
thoughts of u,
im in there to.

smiles n laughs,
more n more in the past,
goen crazy,
more lazy.

on my knees,
ur wut i need,
how did i let go?
u need to let me no.

how did u escape?
no wonder u were late,
now bruses, they get black,
hesitating to look back..
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*THe LiFe ThAz ChApTeReD*

As i turn around. i dream of that day,
the day, u left, and walked away,
from my heart and my eyes,
i thought u cared,but all u can do is make more cries,
nothing but black tears that shed,
u made me think u were the one..i went way over my hed,
i dunno wut to think of u now, but i no its all faded,
now that u got me thinken,im lost and jaded,cant b leev i made it,
how can u just tell those lies?
now that u got me all caught up,
im started to be more mezmerized,
im remenissen on errything we used to have,
but now that its all gone, i relize wut we actually had,
ur the one i think bout in my dreams,
maybe things arent always as they seem?
Written by- Adriana Moreno

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Submitted by-Christina Swihart

Roses are red and
Violets are blue
Honey is sweet, but not as sweet as you
Roses are red and
Violets are blue.

Come pick my Roses!
Sweet from the flowers
honey from the bees
I´ve got a feeling, I´m ready to release

Roses are red and
Violets are blue
Honey is sweet,
but not as sweet as you.


It´s invisible but, so touchable
And I can feel it on my body,
so emotional.

I´m on a ride, on a ride
I´m a passenger.
I´m a victim of a heart love messenger.

Come with me baby,
Please fulfil my wish
Show it to me truly,
Show me with a kiss.

Roses are red and
Violets are blue
Honey is sweet,
but not as sweet as you.

It´s invisible but, so touchable
And I can feel it on my body,
so emotional.
I´m on a ride, on a ride
I´m a passenger.
I´m a victim of a heart love messenger.

Don´t take my roses awaaaay!

Submitted by- Christina Swihart

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Shame-Laurel Johnson

2/5/05

you walk away without a word

not even a good-bye

i hold back all my tears

i won't let myself cry

i wipe my eyes when no one looks

tell myself i'm fine

when the truth is that deep down

i wish that you were mine

sitting there all alone

making an axcuse

really what i feel inside

is what the hell's the use

i know that you're thinking of me

i'm thinking of you too

if we don't say anything

there's nothing left to lose

no one's near so i give in

tears run down my cheeks

my heart spilling out my love

i've been holding in for weeks

each tear is for one time

that you've made me smile

if you love me like you say

why are you in denial

all these little things add up

i just play along

i'm just left here in the dark

i know there's something wrong

what are we supposed to do

how am i supposed to feel

feel the pain you put me through

like it's no big deal

i'll wait till the end of time

until you know it's right

how many tears can one girl cry

when she cries at night

how i knew that it was you

is beyond what i can see

another thing i don't understand

is why do you love me

if i am perfect through your eyes

tell me what you saw

there's got to be something bad

anything at all

a sigh lets out and i look up

your smiling at me

you lean and whisper in my ear

"i don't care who sees"

i look at you real confused

what do you mean by this

you put your hand up to my face

and give me a slow kiss

i look at you with a big smile

and stare into your eyes

i don't know what to think of this

i'm not shocked, just surprised

god do you look beautiful

it feels just like a dream

then you grab my hand and say

"come on, follow me"

we hold hands and walk outside

this can't possibly be real

we both lay down in the grass

there's no explaining how i feel

lay there in each others' arms

watching the sun set

i've never felt so close to you

a dream i can't forget

Written by Laurel Johnson

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....To Meagan Cook-Laurel Johnson

no date

there's an emptiness in my heart

where you used to be

but it's a place you'll always have

whereever you may be

i know that even though you're gone

you are always here

i can feel you around me

and it brings me to tears

since you left i have believed

you could help me through

the answers i'd been looking for

came to me through you

at night i lay awake and cry

i think of how you're gone

knowing that my life goes on

without you it seems wrong

i hold onto the memories

they play inside my head

from the first time i met you

to the last thing you said

i know whereever you are now

is where you'll always be

and i know that you'll always hold

that missing part of me

no one can ever replace you

or take away the emptiness

and the more i remember you

the more that i feel less

somewhere you are waiting for me

when i find you then i'll know

the emptiness will go away

because i will feel whole

Written by Laurel Johnson

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Memories-Olivia Woodruff

3/12/05

There's a smile upon my face

As I lay in the dark thinking of you

My eyes are closed, you're on my mind

But that's nothing new.

Even though I was in your arms

Just a few minutes before

I feel as if it's been hours

I'm aching and wishing for more.

I can still feel where your hands were

Where they sat comfortably on my waist

I can still feel the taste of your kiss

And there's still a smile upon my face

The way you whispered in my ear

How much I mean to you

It's enough to make me smile forever

But that's nothing new.

I can still hear the beat of your heart

As you held me tight

If I could have it all my way,

I would've stayed with you all night.

I can still feel the way your arms

Wrapped around me so protectively

For once, I felt truly safe

I knew you were there with me.

I never wanted to leave that place

But I knew the time would come

But just because I wasn't with you

Doesn't mean the smiles were done

I pull the blankets close to me

And hold my pillow tight

I never want this smile to fade

I hope it stays all night.

As I lay here I know somehow

That you're thinking of me too

Soon I'll fall sound asleep

But I know I'll be dreaming of you.

As I wake up, the smile's there

I can still feel your kiss

I can still feel your hand on mine

I'm still in complete bliss.

I walk to the computer and there it is

A message from you I see

You say you had the time of your life

And you're still thinking of me.

People try to bring me down

They try to ruin my day

But I zone out, I think of you

I don't hear what they have to say.

All it takes is that one thought

Where I know you're thinking of me

I wish they would just leave me alone

Leave me alone with these memories.

by-Olivia Woodruff

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Reflection-Olivia Woodruff

3/17/05

I'm sitting there, all alone

When I hear the sound

The sound of someone crying

But there's no one around

I follow the sound

My heart pounding in my ears

I open the door and there she sits

Trying to hold back her tears

She's huddled in the corner

The razor sitting by her side

There's blood everywhere, her eyes are red

She's got something to hide

As I gasp, she lets go

Her shoulders shaking as she cries

I come to her side and ask her why

She says I'm making her die

I don't understand, who is this girl

Why do I feel like I've seen her before?

Why did I get deja vu

When I swung open that door?

Her body shakes so violently

She's drowning in her tears

Sitting in the pool of blood

She suddenly disappears

I remember the look in her eyes

When I opened up the door

The way her sobs were so familiar

As if I'd hear them many times before

I'm all alone, huddled in the corner

The razor sitting by my side

There's blood everywhere, my eyes are red

I have to much to hide.

That's when it finally hits me

I know why I couldn't see

I know what that girl was

She was a reflection of the inner me.

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